SaLvaTiOn

2005-11-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

juz came back from a camp yesterday....was helping out...in charge of some groups all....great fun!....we planned games....made them do drills.....saw ppl working together and all...it was a leadership training camp....haha....but apart from the serious matters and disciplined drills....it was packed with great excitement....we had to prepare the games and in the process played them...haha...we had to think of creative ways to get from one place to another with juz a board in a group.....get through a maze made up of strings....woohooO!...haha...well.....din sleep that much so ccame back and slept til about 2 today and then got ready to collect ma passport....now at home....still damn tired... got a slight flu now....coz the dust got in to me while ma mum was sweeping the floor....haha...anywayz....i'm off!!!!

long needed rest!!!

2005-11-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday was bad bad bad......had a bad bad headache!!!!!!!! couldnt even sleep the whole nite....but the plus point was that i managed to watch a movie...haha...but after going to the temple.....i was suffering man!!!!!!!! luckily i was home the whole day today...enough time to recuperate!...haha....but really fatigued after staying at home lazin around....feeling more tired now...haha....but its been an awesome day at home...juz resting...playing games...watching the TV....awesome day!!!! and tml is HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE LATEST MOVIE TML.....HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE....TO ALL WHO HAVE NO CLUE WAD HARRY POTTER IS ALL ABOUT...I'M REALLY SORRY BUT UR MISSING OUT ALOT...TO THOSE WHO HAVE ALREADY BOOKED THE MOVIE AND ARE GONNA WATCH IT SOON....AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

regular???? NOT!

2005-11-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

ok alrite alrite.... i noe i havent been updating ma blog on a regular basis...but hey....i'm really busy....and its hard to switch on the com when i reach home coz i'm damn tired!!!!!!!!....but don think the blog is non existent....i still do update....and whenever i'm free i'll juz sit down and type...

anywayz... went to azri's house today...he invited..had some awesome food man... talked quite a bit about band and all....after that i realised i din have the key to my house...mum went ou....so had to go all the way to JW's place...watch deuce bigalow there....it was an ok movie...not really that fascinating.....but alrite....well....tml's another day out for me....but its gonna be exciting...lotsa camps...stayovers.....lokking forward to tml and the weeks ahead.....so ciaoz!!!!

HOLIDAYS!!!!

2005-10-24T19:15:00.000+08:00

it has been a hell of a ride....promos over....letting loose...went down to the clubs for the first time...it was really cool...hahah...and results are out.....did ok....passed 2 and got an AO pass for the last one....passed math and econs.....hahaha.....well...juz waiting for the finalised promotion grade...need to really get cracking as well on my subjects...revise...score better nex year and complete some work that i din manage to do this year...can't relax the whole holiday thru....haha..but HONG KONG IS NEARING THE CORNER!!!!!!!!...i really can't wait.....it juz gets me hyped up toking about it.....panda hotel with pandas guarding the area...haha...all the jokes we come up with...man i can't wait anymore!!!!!...hahaha...i'm off to further dream about the lovely hong kong and all the things i'm gonna do there!!!!!...haha...ciao!

friends matter

2005-10-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

din go to school today but ended up with evan, shankar, sin and siva(for a brief period)...evan wanted to check out guitars....so yeah....i finally got around to listening to my jap anime songs.....!!!!! damn cool man some songs...uplifting and all...oh yeah...at Bras Basah the laksa was damn awesome!!!!!....one of the greatest places i've tried so far...

well...after the guitar search.....sin , shanki and i went off to the bakers inn....juz went out to chill and all.....juz needed to escape from everything at home and all and it was really worth it....chilling out with my two close peeps...we juz let out all our worries...and were brutally honest.....it was really helpful....the burden on my shoulders was lifted......we also said wad we hated abt each other....haha...that was cool....but really....it really helps to juz let loose and be free with ur own self....and mostly be true.....and this is all possible because of the frens i have....so this entry goes out the my peeps(u noe who u are)....it also goes out to my two best buddies(aung and les) who have always been there for me man....this entry really goes out to u two....although we seldom speak nowadays coz of the paths we've taken, i noe whenever we get back together...the bond will still be tight dudes....i'll ne'er forget u all....as les qouted b4..."wanna kick also cannot kick"...that sums up the r/ship dudes.....hahaha....awesome man....really hope we do catch up soon!!!!!!!! got lots to catch up man....all ur adventures.....i got lotsa adventures to share as well....haha....alrite....i guess thats all and i'll end of by saying in life, friends really do matter.... cheers!

A much needed weekend!

2005-10-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

the weekend is finally here and wad betta way to make use of it than by doing wad i love the most!...making music! its great just letting loose now....the much needed break that i deserve....juz hope today's prac will be fun and enjoyable....

i'm stilll figuring out how to use my I.RIVER...haha....its a damn cool device and i recommend al those interested in getting an mp3 player to really consider this brand...its by far the best i've come across so far....but then again some beg to differ...haha....oh well...juz woke up and had my shower...gonna get ready to head down for alumni prac lat'r......cheers!

promos over....

2005-10-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

yeah.....i've been off the blogging scene for a while...juz wasn't inclined to use the com that much...so i decided to juz focus on my studies and all.... promos were alrite i guess....things went much betta than last year...hope the results would be satisfying...i should be happy.....hah...but i'm really not....juz starting to hae more probs at home i guess....one obstacle crossed, another surfaces.....well maybe that is life huh....its always full and full of unwanted obstacles and it leaves u with no breathing space to relax and enjoy....

i was really pumped up to write alot in today's blog but after wad i realised at home, its juz getting more and more uninteresting...i juz wished there could be a way i could really help..but i've done my best....the rest doesnt lie in me anymore....i've helped out all i can.....why why why??!?!!....its damn frustrating and i really juz wanna break free...i wanna be calm and put my mind at ease for a while...its seems that no matter wad i do nowadays, nth seems to calm my mind down.... from chalets to my new IRIVER..... they don seem to give me the kind of escapism i need.... I NEED A BREAK FROM THINGS........maybe hong kong might juz give me that....i really hope....

no title.....

2005-07-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

not much to say really about today.....weekend was cool....had the performance yesterday...i guess it was all cool!...haha....i hope it was....i enjoyed it...but was very tired after that....jammed ma finger during the performance....but held on till the end...haha....worthwhile man....anywayz...downloaded some games...played them today the whole day....juz can't do work over the weekends... well....3 more days and my aunts coming down!!!!!....sooo damn excited man!!!!...its been a while since i saw her.....ok....watching the charity show now...very touching some of their stories.....i did my part to donate...i hope the charity really achieve's its target amount and help those in need greatly...ok...off i go...cheers!!

schools back!

2005-07-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

schools back and i'm lagged!!!!...haha..know nuts about ma math work man.... worst thing was that i juz realised that i din hand in one page of ma econs essay test...luckily ma teacher accepeted it.....haha...but man....wasn't that tired but really worried man...now i don even noe when ma promos are beginning...some saying september...some saying october!!!!...who to believe?!?!?!?!...i'm freaking worried man...if its in september.....ma revision is screwed...i gotta rush thru everything!!!!coz i thought it was in october....so about 2 months to study...why why why!!!!!!!....nobody's giving me a definite answer....man....screwed up really!....ok there i go complaining...haha...

amidst all these complaints and problems....i was thinking....and i realise this year has been all worthwhile.....i mean....i've at least accomplished things....in school i'm more motivated to do well...to complete my assignments...haha..thats a good sign...i hope the promo's results will reflect this....although there are a few things i've still yet to do.....i've been at least doing 3/4 of wad i'm required to....then there's ma music....percussion....i'm beginning to really feel da drums man...haha..although not up to the standard of those i idolise...but i'm moving up the scales...haha...oh and not forgetting stomp percussion..i really think the group can be more established and recognised...its unique....completely original and entertaining......haha.....the icing on the cake for this year would definitely be a good promo result man....haha....i'm working on it....k...i'ma be gone now....chill a while then probably head off into slumberland!....ciao!

long long time

2005-07-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

its been a long long time since i blogged....maybe just nth to tok about.....and really...i've been so tired to even spend more than 5 mins looking at ma com...hahah....well....today went yuhua...had stomp prac.....eat at JP...went out with azri to get some presents...man...the new adidas stuff really appeal dawg....gonna probably beg ma mum to go down one day nex week to get some cool adidas stuff....haha...well...not really in a very happy mood recently...been kinda down i guess...things at home and stuff....and exams coming near and all...man....shits really getting more "shittier" and juz hope i can cope man....i give the quote "things will get better" the benefit of the doubt...haha....well...i'll post again...oh wait wait!...haha....who can forget the HARRY POTTER CRAZE?!?!?!...haha man...the book was awesome...completed it in a couple of days....man...shocking book man....lotsa smooching and erm erm.....i shall not say coz some might not have read it yet...haha...but i can't wait for the next one to come out!!!!...i'll probably be in NS when that happens!!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!....haha... gotta wait i guess...man...wish i could have the kind of imagination J.K Rowling has....she really can capture the millions with her imagination....hats off to her!!....i wish i was a student at hogwarts rite now....i wished i was HARRY POTTER!!!!!...haha....i'm mad....but the book's awesome...hahah...i recommend the whole series highly man....haha..okok...enuff...i'm off.....ciaoz!

work work and more work!

2005-07-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

well...the week of tests is all over!!!!!!!...thank god for that...but now comes yet another hurdle....assignments....long overdue ones....when will this ever end? ok yea...it is ma fault the assignments have not been completed...should have been done long ago....but man...i wasnt free...and had to study for tests......holidays really screw up ur whole working habit.....who wants to do work during the hols!?!?!.....and now that schools back...all the workload seems tripled...i juz wished the assignments weren't counted...

now that promos draw closer....i'm freaking out man...its make or break....if i break...i waste 5 yrs of my life....so i guess i don have any other option but to make it huh....haha....well... ma results are good till now...except for one miserable math test and apart from the assignments.....but tests been smooth sailing....so i hope promos ain;t that bad either..... haha...well...got nth much to say now....so i guess i'm off to chill...

MAD RUSH!!!!!

2005-07-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

the lapse in entries will be justified after this entry....man....first thing......the ESPLANADE STOMP WAS A HIT!!!!!!!!! man...... we gave it our all until there was no more energy left to do anything man.....thank god it all went good and everyone loved it!!!....haha...our efforts really paid off!!!!!!!woooooooHoooooo...ok...i'm getting hysterical.....hahah...there's a reason why...well...missed school many days coz of rehearsals and all....then this week all ma tests clumped together!!!!....my god!!!!!.....i havent studied ma maths....ma econs...nth!!!!!!!!...i'nm way behind those topics man...not forgetting lit.....i'm loaded with tests this week and i havent done a single thing!!!!!!!!...what a way to start the term after the hols!!!!...man....i'm toast....really....i better catch up...maybe i need tuition..hmmm...maybe not...juz probably ask ma mates if i got enquiries...yeah...that sounds cool....maybe the tests this week are screwed...i might do worse than bad!!! but oh well...i'll hope next week is a better one.....

performance!

2005-06-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

tiring....but worth it....stomp rehearsals at the esplanade....man...the groups are phenomenal. its all about class...grace...poise....and perfection...no wonder their labelled "gold with honours"... i'm positive the show tmr is gonna bring in the potential, the flavour and the colour of our youths...its gonna be a nite that lights up everyone's senses.....haha.....all in all man...i think the shows gonna be a blast man....so honoured to be part of the SYF opening ceremony....and i can't wait to perform...haha....well....OC's gonna start soon.....gonna watch that so yeah.....cheers everyone!

what a day!

2005-06-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

haha...had a blasting good day!!!! yesterday had the alumni bbq and it was good....ate good bbq food...cooked them...but the fun really started when we all rented bikes for the nite and set off from ECP down to Changi Village....man....now i'm getting the sores and all...damn tired but it was all worth it man....

we started at around 11 and reached changi at 2 plus....haha...lots of pit stops man...we even saw one motorbike malfunction on the streets and all...haha....anywayz...there was smthing wrong with my gear so i had to be running at the slowest gear for most of the time...man...it was torture when we were making the trip back....oh yeah...at changi....i was so surprised to see the "baboo singh" shop rite in front of me....hahah...i guess only Sindhu knows wad i mean....she sent this shop's pic to me to make fun of me or juz wanted to tell me it was funny....hahah...well...i saw the shop for myself....one more thing......the place was loaded with "trennys" aka transverse ppl...ok...i gotta admit...i was freaked out when i rode and they were all around....haha...i shunned from any eye contact.....nasser was apparently asking me to ask them how much and stuff like that....but i was freaked man....haha...nasser...maybe nex time.....its their way of life i guess...juz that they have a different perspective of themselves...haha...ok...enough

well the trip back was faster because a group of us rode back faster and all...but it was more painful...now ma muscles are all tensed...hand hurting....legs weak.....wish i DIN HAVE SCHOOL TMR!!!!!...i havent even done all ma assignments....i think its only 1/10 done...man...oh yeah...went we were heading back(some ppl wanted to check out the sunrise)...we stopped at the bedok jetty...I SAW A SHOOTING STAR...man that was so cool.....its not smth gay or wad...but i was so amazed....its the first time i saw it man!...hahah....really.....even suaidah saw it...so i can't be hallucinating or smth.....cool stuff going on there....

aight....the ride was simply fab....going thru dark paths....on the roads...oh...and we got so close to the airport runways that we could just see aeroplanes taking off right above us!!!!!...hahah....and also saw a couple juz sitting around amidst the bushes admiring the planes i guess(was that wad they really were doing or did they have a plan???)..haha...enough of that

now i'm juz at home man....slept from 11 to 7....now still damn tired physically....weak body now...ass hurting like crazy...ma nuts are all aching....man...i shouldn;'t have cycled too long and torture them...hahah...but its all worth it...a great new experience....juz so sad it was juz a nights experience...wad a way to end off the hols but wad a way to start it oso...with undone assignments...and i think when i go back tml i'll be damn laging behind man..shit...gotta pick up the momentum again...WHEN WILL I GET A GOOD LONG PROPER REST!?!??!?!!...well...i'll see how tmr....cheers!

no title......

2005-06-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

well...woke up late again...as usual...had stomp prac...stomp prac went quite well...everythings almost settled....except for our solos i guess....muz work abit....but all went well...after that went to eat...i don't believe it man...the only things i ate today was fishball soup...wow...thats all....my tummy feels the hunger now...but i'm controlling wad i eat...don wanna gain more weight.... haha...probably odrink milk with some stuff later....anywayz...gym was cool....managed to beat my own record for the 3.2km run...apparently WR stopped after 13 mins.....stomach pain....thats wad u get when u eat tooo much!..hahah....anywayz....we WR, les and I juz chilled lat'r at rui's pool area and juz had fun...hahah....tok cock....call ppl....chit chat...hahah....check out cute gals.....or rather tried to look for one around...haha....

yeah...tml is the press conference....really hope this stomp group leaves a positive and goood impression in all the peoples mind man!.....i pray for the performance tmr to go well...i wanna rock da house down man.....bring life to the MOE personnels(do they have a life other than making us students suffer?)...haha....well...we'l see tmr how these ppl appreciate abstract unconventional percussion playing!!!!! cheers!

rest again...

2005-06-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

this is only like my second full rest day.....and i've already now officially passed the deadline for my gp assignment....but i need the rest!!!!!....maybe tml i'll get down to doing it...but i have stop prac tmr....well....i'll see how it goes...anywayz....went to the gym today...hit my head!!!...chain of events.....first my mp3 went flying....then i had to stop the treadmill....took it up....placed at the corner....when i got up..BANG!!!! hit the back of ma head on the rest of the treadmill...man it hurt!...hahah..anywayz gym was good...pushed maself real hard on the mill that i had to slow down for a while....hahah...maybe i shall go at a slower pace nex time....anywayz....lat'r juz chatted with wr.....mostly band stuff...some stuff about computers...and yeah...thats about it...now i'm at home...downloading the episodes of "LOST"....ITS A FREAKING SOLID MOVIE!!!!! everyone should watch...its rite b4 OC!

LOST
Channel: Channel 5!
Time: 10pm
Day: Thursday!

hahah....i can't wait...thats why i'm downloading!...newayz...i'ma head off and chill man....the nite life is on!...hahah...cheers

unsatisfying closure.

2005-06-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

the day started of with failed plans....wanted to gym at 8...haha...woke up at 7.50....had a headache....din go....apparently les and rui oso din...hahah...so not that bad...but the day was about finally settling the stomp ensemble...les rui and i settled our solos...everything was going smooth....changes all...then suddenly there was this big feud with wen rui... well thats another issue....i don wanna spoil my sunday nite....but wadeva it is....man...i was pissed...really....i still am...but wad the hell...wr..sorry man....i still disagree with wad u said juz now....well....so we stuck to the old stuff...anywayz....yeah...completed the whole thing....was really shagged halfway thru man..no energy to continue and all.....but we showed ms chan everything.....hahah..then went to dinner....had probs man....hand being so weak and all...couldnt lift my drink...hand was shaking all...haha....les wr and i...same situation...hahah...that shows we need more muscles...hahah.....gym has to be regular guys.....haha...had a fun blast eating and chatting....well....now..at home half asleep...i'm so tired...but the hindi movie now i'm watching is nice...hahah...so after this movie....its SLUMBERLAND!!!!!...cheers man! oh yeah....the title for today is unsatisfying clsoure....solely because i'm not happy with our stomp's end product...but...its at least smth...and its tooo late to be changed...as someone so forcefully put it.....k..off i go....

juz another day....

2005-06-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

well.....hahah....i can't believe it....woke up at 2.30 pm today....man....coz i slept ard 5.30 in da morn....was still dazed...had ma breakfast at 3....really did nth much...was juz home...playing ma game....chilling....oh yah...TV is getting worse...so tml gonna scout with my mum...check out some new TV sets...anywayz....yeah...ma day has been about "war with the TV" and basically gaming....but been thinking too man...hols are fast coming to an end...i can't believe it...for me...its like it juz started!! coz of all the stuff i was into...really...i'm only laxing now....i dunno man...should i chill and juz feel the mood of holidays which i'm juz tuning into....or screw it...coz i still got lotsa assignments to hand in and time is running out....I NEED A BREAK......but MY WORK IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!! arrrrggghH!!!!!!!!!! man....juz wanna break away from this dillema....its the hols..! why is my life still so occupied!!!! am i doing tooo much..???? or am i doing too little???(my assignments are not completed!)....haiz....well..i guess i juz gotta figure this out for maself yeah.....a screwed up singaporean lifestyle....well..at least the education business.....don they get the meaning of H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S??? hello.... its not a time for long and taxing assignments.....but a break for us from school and school work!!!....wad do they think??? well...nth we can do but rant about how bad this is...well...this entry seems unfinished...coz ma problem has yet to be solved....maybe it might end in the nex entry...maybe it may never end....i'll wait and see....cheers!

Thursday

2005-06-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

well....first...had a great day for the first half....hahah...met up with Sank and Sin..... went down to marche...had some cool food there....sin with her climafit cap again...and sank with his shorts and all ready to play soccer attitude.....ass man...come out then say later gonna play soccer....hahah....well...i got ma ears pierced!...hahah...once again..lets juz hope the hole doesnt close like it did SO FAST the 0ther time!...hahah...anywayz...went to check out caps.....found some nice ones...too bad i din bring enuff....so prob. next week gonna check out some....sin had to leave by 5 plus.....so we walked to dhoby ghaut to get a train....well...we toked rots basically....juz shit around...haha...

well...fun part ended quite abruptly....5.30 and i was in the train alone going home...got home...showered.....installed halo...downloaded it...well...i think its quite off....i can't get past the first area...maybe the game is only one part...not the full download....hahaha...anywayz...TV been going mad...i think its time to go get a new one....OC came back!!!!....hahaha...love that to the core man...my night was suddenly illuminated with OC.....can't wait for nex weeks episode!!!...oh...and Lost is a fascinating show as well...they keep me intrigued on thurs nights!!!!!!!...cheers!!!!!

relaxed

2005-06-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

i feel so relieved of tension today...haha...i did my all so imp. lit assignment....so now a breather for me...but still gotta crack ma head for the stomp....but that shall be fun!..haha...already got some ideas....anywayz...the gym met me for the first time this june!...hahah did some thorough worout man...gonna build ma chest and ma arms....went to wen rui's place to gym....small gym...but cosy...hahah...i think my body's gonna ache tml coz of the workout...but thats not gonna stop me from going out man!....hahaha...catching up with Sank and Sin....prob gonna pierce ma ear....juz heard a freaky incident abt ear piercing by my mum..but thats not gonna stop me..hahaa....anywayz.... off i go.......very tired...physically....but i'm relaxed...and i noe now i can take my time...rest..and enjoy!!...

finally!

2005-06-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

Everythings over....and wad an end it was....to all performers...PJ, YUHUA AND MY BELOVED ALUMNI.....great job...we made the concert a success!!!! hahaha...it was really an unforgettable day...hahah...damn busy with pj and then later the alumni.....but it was all worth it....apart from some really intolerable behaviour from some ppl....who juz din borther to do anything(i think some of u noe who i'm toking about)...everything seemed fine!...hahah...

i juz wanna dedicate this part of my entry to my dear j2 pj percussionists who turned up to watch...really miss u guys to the core man...thanks for the flower.....i really appreciate u all coming....wished u guys could have played...u guys betta work hard for ur a's.....oh yah..not only the percussion section...hahah..not forgetting julaiha....farhan...dean.....yeah...u guys...thanks alot.....and we'll still keep in touch yea!...the bond in band is not juz limited to the 4 walls of the music room....hahah...best of luck to u peeps!

well....this part now goes out to the my alumni percussion....all i can say is that i'm very proud of everyone....the pieces we played were very intensive but we pulled it off with style guys!! we showed the prowess of the alumni in front of a sell out crowd....top marks for musicality and showmanship! wad was seen there at the concert was all because of the effort and hardwork that everyone put in....hope to see u all for further concerts.... keep the rhythm in the perc section alive!!! keep on beating ppl!...don give up on ur passion...if of coz music is ur passion! haha...

well...all went well...and now its back home to rest...rest and rest....but not for long....12 days gone....another 15 more days for all my school work...revision ....and holiday assignments....kinda sucky life aint it....holidays and homework.....kind of contradictary...oh well...its juz life here in the lion city....cherrios!!!!

Tiring Week

2005-06-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

i have not been blogging recently... its been really tiring...concert on da 12th..which is this week...i'll be damn shagged....practices and all.....i guess i wont be blogging that much until after the 12...so don't wonder whether i've quit blogging or wad...i haven't...juz too busy to do anything much and all... will be very tired....ok...short entry.....did nth much today....slept till late afternoon....well...gonna brush up ma drum skills...working towards drum perfection....haha..

rushing for time!!!!!

2005-06-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

oh my god!!!! time...time...time!!!!!!!...so little time!!!!!!! so many things!!!!! by sunday i have to show the stomp ensemble.... 28th june is the first rehearsal and next week is the alumni concert!! man...there is really alot of things to settle....yet so little time!!!!!!!!on top of that i need to revise...catch up on my work!!!!!! ARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!...help me someone....help me lighten this work load...i can do with some help.....i'm not saying that i havent been getting any.....i have....but now its juz i need a little bit more...coz everything is stepping up man!!!!...haaha.....its exciting...yet taxing...i can't wait to perform....but i also can't wait for all the practices to juz end and produce a fantastic end product...hahaha.... seems ironic in a way....hahaha....man....wish me luck...hope i can pull thru this man...anywayz.... here's a treat....a very simple poem that i came up with in class....a long time ago as part of a lit lesson where the teacher asked us to write a poem in 2 mins...hahah..its a short, and simple poem...juz thought of writing it...coz i like it.

I'm happy,
thats what people see,
yet when i search in me,
thats not what i feel.

I can hide my sorrows,
drown them with laughter,
but in the end,
they float and hurt me deeper.

this is not the way,
i want my life to be,
because what the people see of me,
is all that i long to be.

uneventful

2005-05-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today....not so much aye....woke up at 12.30....went to school for sectionals...then came home and played fm2005.....now watching tv....uneventful day...haha...first day of holidays....sian...but i'll find things to do....hahah...maybe i'm juz too lazy to do anything....considering the amount of commitments i've been involved in...maybe i juz wanna laze around....relax....pace myself slowly.....hmmm....do things at my own time...sounds good!!!!

-feeling relaxed-

performance day!

2005-05-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

finally...Peformance day!!!!!...hahah...one down...2 more to go! wad a performance it was....it started off really badly...hahah...ma specs juz decided to split at the wrong time man...hahaha...had to go to the optics...reached school late....but the rest was smooth....sound check and all...last minutre emceeing...hahah.....first set....6.30-7....second was at 8.30....the second one seemed betta....everyone enjoyed it more....the audience were fab...once again we had our spontaneous audience dancer back from that last performance....he really can shake that thang man!!!!....hahaha...this time there was a youth addition....maybe he is recruiting members...hahaha...this small boy coming in front and dancing al....touching kailin's drum.....taking drumsticks and running away all....criminal cum percussionist in da making...hahaha!!!!!!! it was a great show man.....i'm sparing more details...damn tired...haaha.... i'm off....

-mission accomlished-

shagged up!

2005-05-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

so tired man today...went to school....had stomp practice...that was already tiring...but we managed to take pictures to send to the esplanade ppl in our new GIORDANO Ts!!!!!!!!....they look bright...cool!....very "attention" grabber kind of effect from the t-shirts....hahaha...anyways...was so tired after the prac....we managed to do a good job in playing the stuff.... really was glad that everyone pulled it off in the end.....i was really sick...stull not fully recovered yet...so i was glad i managed to hold on thru the prac...after that...NO REST.....straight away to steel drum rehearsal in da canteen....man...that was like torture....my headache getting worse and all...so tired..sleepy...wanna sleep all....les and i were all fooling around toking about instruments being bought at pasa malams....hahaha.....cheap and good!!! buy in QUANTITY!!!!....after that..still got alumni...aiyo...it juz goes on and on...well...alumni as usual huh....nth much...sectional...combine.....oh yeah!!!!! "do enka express 2" is back!!!! muahahahahaha...i dunno why i juz have so much likeing and affection to this piece....i've played many d.s piece b4....this is the first time i feel so excited....SO EXCITED that i couldnt even play for the first part!...hitting nonsense all...hahaha...but it was all good in the end.....i'll have to practice it...to make it sound good!!!!!....muahahahahah!!!!!!!! now at home...oh yah..had dinner...nice food...ms chan knows how to buy good food!...hahaha...k....off now...its sooo hot in here!

2005-05-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

what a day man.....juz got home not long ago...had band....all in all...it was a tiring day....but it was a good start!!...hahah...with my new haircut.....and SIVA IS BACK IN SCHOOL!!!!! how cool is that?! haahah....well...siva get well soon yeah....anywayz....had two tests today...well they went bad!!!!...i was still on medication and the meds really made me high man...during the test i couldnt even focus boy...i wrote complete shit for my lit essays...hahah...prepared for the worst!!!! anywayz....skipped math lecture to sleep...to drowsy....was outta school by 3 plus...no PE....so went to eat wif sin and shanki...he turned up to do his history test...SHANKAR I'M STILL VERY PISSED WITH U....U STILL GOT THE BALLS TO SKIP SCHOOL AND PLAY A FOOL AH....LETS SEE WHO DOES THAT AT THE END OF THE YEAR...BETTER LEARN I TELL U!.... yeah...so we went to mcds to eat and chilled till about 5 plus...then went to band.....was very tired.....i was hoping for a smooth prac but as soon as i saw Ms Chan...it was like a gun to my head...there was a big mix up over the "stomp" ensemble t shirts....aiyo....stress man...then i went up to check.....realised its not actually my fault...maybe some printing prob halfway or smth...but nvm...gonna get extra t shirts...i still feel guilty though...hahah...but i redeemed my happiness towards the end when i played the DS....hahah....for the first time i felt sooooo comfortable!!!!!!...the rhythms were like juz flowing....and i kept the groove going boY!!!!...wooohoo!....i aspire man..aspire to be a true talented percussionist...i don wanna bluff my way thru...hahah....oh well...now at home....i completely din do my part of sending the lit presentation stuff to izzah...had to tell sin to help me type and send....coz i could not get home on time!!!!! SORRY SIN!!!!!...well anywayz....mum shouting for me to sleep....ok...so yeah... have fun ppl...i'm off

-i have achieved something today-

sick

2005-05-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

i'm sick....been sick....stayed at home...went to doc....not going school for two days...i'm sick..been sick....waiting to feel betta

2005-05-23T22:50:00.001+08:00

how did 3 become 5???

2005-05-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

Why ARE WE ALWAYZ FIGHTING FOR JULAIHA!?!?!?!

2005-05-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

Three musketeers looking for actioN!!!!!

2005-05-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

dejected?

2005-05-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

Flying in the AIR!!!! daniel spoilt my lovely flying pose!!!

2005-05-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

hahah...well..the pics were all taken during our last MCD official meeting b4 we were all dismissed :(... some wacko stuff..haha...well wad a day it was today..... to get sick...a holiday...it always happens..don noe why...me and my toncills...really irritating at times...well...basically been home most of the day... coz was sick...supposed to go study with some of the MCD peeps but was sick....told juju...sorry guys! din catch up wit ya'll...hope ya'll had a fruitful time studying!! make sure u guys show splendid results in the A's man and thrash the slips at his face(u guys noe who i'm toking about).....din do any studying this long weekend...been really taxed alot mentally by lotsa issues...so really not in da mood to study...tml back to school...if i'm still not well i wont go...but if i do...i guess i'll be reminded once again of the stuff that i haven't done and the fast approaching datelines!!! hahaha...well....its the start of the new week...trying to put the sorrows of last week behind....and starting afresh...wish me luck ya'll!!!...coz i was thinking today and juz thought that its pointless worrying about the issues that have been pounding my head...i've got better things to do rather than entertain these baseless and "substanceless" problems.... so new week...new feeling...and new thoughts....!!! ciaoz!

-i'm good...all gooooooood!-

2005-05-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

remember the question yesterday was how much worse things would get???...well....me and my big mouth....things juz plunged further today...

u think ur all so great
so all knowing
so why don't u lead?
why dont u show wad ur worth is
if u can say so much
then do that much

don go round making my life miserable
juz think
are u willing to sacrifice things?
are u willing to get shit all the time?
are u willing to commit urself?
i doubt so
coz ur so fucking childlike
so immature
why do i even waste lines toking about u

i dont want to be in the position that i am.... i dont want to be feeling like this....u can take over me for all i care...it would solve all my problems....i may not be the best...i may be sketchy at times....but i have my reasons....i'm juz tired...tired of all ur nonsense....EVERYONE'S nonsense...don judge me the way u do...coz u really dunno wad i go thru....take a look at urself and see wad is ur problem b4 u come searching for my flaws

-never felt worse-

how much worse?

2005-05-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

its so contrasting....2 weeks ago i was at the peak of my joy...."PJC.....GOLD!!!!"... all the effort paid off and i felt the glory...honour and for the first time in many many months....a reason to smile....not smile but ENJOY!!!!!....how that 2 weeks have drastically turned...now i'm rock bottom in morale man....i wanna tok but really am in no mood...i juz heard some stuff abt things and really...i'm shocked....really unbelievable man....why??? can't things get any better??? i guess not... i'm pressured.... we are pressured...everyone is pressured...the alumni concert the SYF stomp thing....the june 19 concert....its great to be playing the concerts.....its fun...but i'm not having fun!!!! all the remarks and attitude of such immature ppl.....next time u wanna say smth abt me man....say it to my face! u scared to speak to me??? i doubt so....i can say all i want..i can give a long list of wad i'm so disappointed abt...and who i'm disappointed with...but wad the hell....i'm in no fucking mood....it juz gets me worse...the question now is how much worse??

what a day!!!!

2005-05-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm.....the events started after 5 today.... first concert for pjc was cancelled(ALL BECOZ OF SOME *****************)... then everyone was juz so sad and so lifeless...i mean...is this fair??? after al we've done...all the effort we've put in and achieved a good name for the school...is this wad we get??? already 2 concerts have been cancelled!!!! wad do we have to look forward to??? more "cancelled concerts"??? anywayz....this marked the last day for the j2's.....haiz..wad a way to end....everyone was all emo(including me...once in a while i'm like that)...and the MCD group was gonna have its last full gathering 2gether..... but it ws definitely a memorable one...we recalled all our past gatherings....played around.....encouraged each one and told each and everyone how much we appreciate the group....and also wished everyone all the best... hahah...the day was quite sad and uncalled for...but at the end....hanging out with the MCD(dan, ali, amos, juju, hui ee, adrina, diana, zoe, xiao huan, thomas, farhan, ethan and + + +)gang juz makes everything seem so less hurtful...really wanna take this opportunity to tell u guys i really do appreciate all the times we had....wanna say thanks and really...all the best....our efforts din go to waste... we became better individuals because we succeeded in achieving our GOLD!!! well done!!!! PJCSB belongs to us....we belong to it...its our life and love!! really love u guys alot man!...take care yea....remember...our friendship doesn't end here... it has juz begun my peeps!! ALL THE BEST!!!!

2005-05-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

why can't some ppl juz grow outta their shell?? is it so hard to juz not dwell on the past and move forward...take things as they are??? ppl have got lives. its juz sick seeing those who really get into an immature trance just to get things their way... wads the deal??.. is it so important that u have to resort so lowly to achieve wad u want?? the world does not only revolve around u guys....don think that u all are facing lotsa problems and are so tensed ...don gimme this shit....u don noe anything....i juz get so freaking irritated u noe... and the idea of ppl reliving false hopes(i think les has this in his blog too).... dream on ppl....don try to be wad u couldn't be... its no use..ur juz creating more problems....suck everything in and do wad u are supposed to....don think ur some big shot anymore..coz u arent one...really...some might understand this entry...some might not....some might get the wrong idea...but who cares....i doubt the ones that matter will ever care... my entry today seems scattered...my thoughts are scattered...i'm juz overwehlemed with so much irritation and frustration to continue.....

-feeling sick, damn sick of EVERYTHING!!-

IM BACK!!!

2005-05-18T11:58:00.000+08:00

well well well... hahaha...back after a long absence... i've had many many comments from ma peeps about not updating... hahaha....i dunno....maybe i juz do it when i feel like it....but i've now made a decision to blog frequently.... yeah... juz hope u guys still wanna visit ma blog man....i'll keep on adding entries and all yeah....and if i don...hahaha...remind me to!!! anywayz...din go school today....had bad diarrhoea....took some med at home now feeling betta...but still need to get to the docs for an MC for school....really waste money u noe....i'm feeling betta yet i still need to go to the docs to spend money on the MC...anal policy...but i'm sure the school has its reasons...oh well...this entry is juz to say that I'M FINALLY BACK...k...gotta run..lotsa stuff man...ciaoz!

After so so so long......

2005-02-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

hahaha....some ppl keep telling me to link them and some start scolding me...hahaha....relax my peeps... i will start linking u all soon...these days i've been too busy to even touch my com.....few weeks i should say!!!! hahaha...juz too caught up with school stuff and trying to do all my work on time and revise.... its been going well.... been doing quite good in school...i don feel left behind at all!!!! hahaha..but i still got something which i havent done for a long time.....my jigsaw puzzle for some school event ....i have to come up with some games....the jigsaw one of them.... hahahaa... gotta get cracking already.... all in all... the new year has started of on a very good note..... i juz hope this continues.... its not that stressful yet...i bet as time goes on... it will be...but i'm ready!....hahhah....JUZ LET THEM COME!!!!!!!!....I"LL BE READY!!

new year

2005-01-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

well....the lapse in entries come with a very good reson....basically i was doing nth much over the new year and all...yeah....was kinda sick thats why...well...all has passed and its the NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!! hahahahah.... new things...new frens...(for me at least)...a new beginning.... i have made a vow to make sure that this year does not go to waste and that i will make every effort of mine to good use and progress on to year 2!!!!!!!... for those who do not noe.. i've been retained in JC1....haiz...sad bt i think its a blessing in disguise!... hahaha...

yesterday was my first day in school...and wad a screwed up day it was man... instead of going to the hall and making new frens with the "freshies"... we retainees were called to the LTs and were told that we were going to have lessons for the whole 3 months!!!!! PROPER LESSONS!!!! the retainees would be put into one class.... having TUTORIALS!!!....we would not be with the "freshies" and going to the mass lectures with them and mingling with them......how pathetic can ur first day be??!???!?!?!?!?!?... well.... the good thing though is that i finish at 12.30 everyday so yeah....and i think i would be having quite a few free periods here and there.... hahaha.... enuff about that...i missed school today...was sick....so going back tml... to see how everything goes....

thats the end today.... its time to really pull up the socks and move forward!....ciao...

-feeling revived-

christmas eve

2004-12-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

sometimes the best things to do really are not meant to be done in the first place.... a classic example.... aung, syd and i were at bugis... the plan was cool... aung buying his clothes...then we went to eat.... and then the idea of woching "meet the fockers"..... SEEEMED like a very eventul day but but but.... i had already told my mum that i would come back early...and she was at work for only half a day today...so yeah...i felt bad...so i tol them i would go home... then aung and syd juz din wanna woch the movie coz two of them would seem "gay"....where the hell that idea came from don ask me... maybe aung and syd u can enlighten me....??? hahaha.... funny... they tried to get hold of anyone else that they could find but no avail.... luckily... lydia and gang...were free to play pool... hahah....so off they went...i was tempted but like i said.... i had to be home early...so yeah...

came back.... watched oceans eleven!!!! coooooL movie....the way they rob and all....simply superb.....these directors and scriptwriters are really in a diff. class...hahah.... yeah...and now i'm blogging... ohh...food is ready!!!!!..... tummy growling...it needs its fuel.....oooo....and so i go to refuel.... ciao!

No title

2004-12-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

man....not been blogging these past two days.... let alone not having the time to use the computer as well.... been out doing some school stuff and borrowing vcds to watch.... caught "elf" the other day and saw "day after tomorrow" yesterday....been wanting to watch that show.... the cd had not been available for a very very long time.... so yeah..... quite pleased i got to get the cd.... in between....i managed to download shrek and shrek 2..... hahaahah.... juz finished watching shrek 2... both were really funny!!!!!!!!... hahahah.... they should make more shrek shows....maybe even start a shrek serial.... that'll be cool!... hahaha...puss in booots and all....prrrrrrr!!!... all the fairtale characters.....juz so enjoyable!!!!.... hahaha... yeah enuff of that...

these past two nites have been really hell for me man..... my maid started feeling sick again...and so she slept early.... so i couldn't use the com at nite....coz the its in the room she's sleeping in... believe me...as screwed as it sounds....it is really worse....betta not continue....it'll get me more pissed... yeah... so really i could not blog...could not chat....haiz.....on the tv....and that still my mum and grandma insisted on woching their shows......boredom to the core man!!! well... gotta learn to cope with this and yeah...i think i'm ok now.....i wonder how tonite will be..... gonna meet my mum to go the s'pore expo for some prayer thing... yeah.... dunno how long that will last... well... i guess i can't complain... really got nth much to do....at least i'm going somewhere...

boring

2004-12-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

well.... everyday's been quite a bore for me..... really nth much to do manz.... really envy those peeps of mine in poly... hahah....well.... yeah... met up with aung today....talked about some really screwed up issues like the LACK OF MONEY!!!!!!!....i'm not saving money man....it flows out of me worse than a tap of running water....hahaha i can't even buy the things i want now....man... and the NS letter came today.....hahaha... need to ask for deferment....repeating jc1 AGAIN nex year.....meeting new frens... socialising all over again.... a completely new environment...basically everything will be new...only the subjects will be old i guess... hahah...i wonder how my new peeps will be like... will i even fit....hahah...well.. i'll just have to wait and see....

the new year's coming and i've got to come up with some resolutions....gotta plan ahead... set some targets for nex year... IF NOT... i would be aimlesslesly drifting again like i did this year man and screw my year up again... i doubt i will revise my jc1 work b4 i start the new year...coz i need to slowly tune back into study mode....but i betta at least complete reading my literature texts.....hahaha.. the least i can do...

i'm gonna end here.... and yeah... the new FREE phone that i got..... although i've been condemning it....i realised that it is classy in its own way... hmm... beginning to appreciate things i guess... hahahaha... WHO AM I KIDDIN MAN! well.. yeah.... dunno wad to say now... been downloading movies and woching them at the comfort of my own home...... thats basically been my daily routine nowadays....hahah...signing off now!

long time.......................

2004-12-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i've last blogged....rem the time i needed to step things up...hahaha...now its time to coool down....its been a hell of a two weeks....first the yuhua band camp...then jc band festival....then the yuhua alumni performance at the esplanade....my goodness.. it was really hectic... but it all was worthwhile... nth much to say about the band camp... its as usual.... but the jc band fest... yeah..... a whole new experience for me... meeting up with many different people... making more frens.... discovering many new musicians and percussionists.... it was really a fun filled 4 day festival... hahaha... the best part of it all was that we had a great conductor.... Mr. Prateep Supahrojn....a thai conductor.....very humorous and he brought us to a whole new level of understanding music.....not forgetting the thai pieces he chose...VERY NICE!! hahahah....too bad the attendance was not up to expectation at the concert.... that would be my only complaint for the whole festival..... concert was a blast....all the 4 bands did great and of coz liszt band(my band) was the best...hahahahahah....MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA....ok....juz kiddin....but all in all...it was a great exposure and a great learning experience for all of us jc band members.... THUMBS UP to the organisers!!!

well...after the band festival... there was still no rest for me... another task..... the combined band of yuhua and RV concert on the 12th december.... man....preparation was like a physical training test man....everyday i would come back dead tired physically and mentally...i would be perspiring in school like crazy after every sectional we had... juz the week b4 the 2 percussion ensembles that we were gonna play were way below par... so..... we really only had a few days to really raise the bar.....so yeah....u can imagine how much effort was put in.... on the performance day itself.....after the rehersal... for the first time i was beat...and couldn't move.....to add to that.....i was sick... OF ALL DAYS!!!! but i manaed to hang in there and at the end....it was a great success.....not that i'm surprised... most ppl would have expected the concert to be great....but this was by far my greatest achievement in the alumni band....i feel more involved and am very proud to be a member of this band...! hahahah... yeah... and now!... its time to relax..... so my next few entries mite be boring i guess...... today really.... i have not done anything....i am so bored!!!! ubt i guess this is a good time to rest... hahah..... ciao!

ready to STEP IT UP!

2004-11-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

hahaah,.... past few days beens quite slack 4 me so really i gotta start working....tmr is the yuhua band camp.... i will have to do lots there.....alot of planning....after that there's still the JC band fest...so yeah...nex week will be packed man... i really gotta up my game in terms of energy....gotta spread it out within the week....hahaha.. newayz....been thinking alot about some opportunity i got to make money...plan seems sound...but i don't have the capital to start off(money) and really i'm not sure if i can do it....yeah...meaning i might not be able to commit.... and screw myself in the end.... some are saying i'm capable....i noe i am....but my mind is scattered.....i'm not really at the point where i can make a steady and sure decision coz this month has been really the time for me to think about wad i've been doing so far...and i've realised that i got to settle lotsa issues....so i gotta sort out my mind first.....and do that fast....coz i don wanna lose that opprtunity.... haiz.... am i making the rite decision??? answers that seemed simple to me last timeare not now.... man i'm.... torn...

title?

2004-11-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

yeah...today was a much better day.. at least had stuff to do... first met wen rui and decided to settle the percussion ensemble thing for the esplanade... since i met him... so we juz did it... coz i had to make a few immediate changes... then met up with long lost lionel... he brought us to this centre where they tok to ppl about earning ur own money...and for us to join and then intro more ppl so we oso can get money... its like we're the main ppl and we branch out to others and we can expand and get more money by introducing more ppl...yeah.... well.. i gotta think real hard... coz i firstly need to learn to be more managing of my time and be more responsible over my things.... i cannot juz say and not do... yeah... i've been doing that lately... coz really i don have the time to complete everything... so i leave some stuff undone...NOT GOOD! so i'd better get myself together first...

well anyways...after that had meeting with ms chan they all about the esplanade concert... yeah... thats private and confidential.. hahah... had long john silvers... man.. their chocolate pie is juz fantastic.... damn nice... yeah... well... now at home... downloading movies... now downloading bride and prejudice... too bad shutter can't be found.... hahahah... anyways... gotta sleep early... tml muz wake up EARLY and head down to the esplanade......

Its been a bore!

2004-11-21T15:51:00.000+08:00

Well... if u've realised, i've not been blogging recently coz really theres nth to tok abt... juz me and the band... that as usual occupies my friday and saturday... go there make music... play a few songs... practice...listen to all the problems that are happening around related to band and all... and thats it.. now on this soon to be rainy sunday afternoon...i'm bored..save me someone...i need adventure...i'm confined in this room with nothing to do.... only to ponder over the HUMILIATING 1-1 draw that Arsenal atained in yesterday's soccer match...PULL UP UR SOCKS GUYS!!!!... i'll be by ur side all the way!(loyal Arsenal fan)

ECP!!

2004-11-18T11:19:00.000+08:00

its been 2 days now since i've last blogged... guess i was juz very tired and all.. stayed up all day all night at ECP on tuesday to spend one last time with aung b4 he left for myanmar....oh..i think he has already reached there by now.. hahaha..wad a day it was.

i first met up with kok siung and aung near my place coz Mr. Koky wanted to go to the driving centre and book a driving test date for himself. it was a straight but very long walk. i was already pissed coz they came late. on top of that we had to walk under the rain. WORST STILL!! KOK SIUNG DIN EVEN BOOK A DATE! we went there for no reason!.. i guess when he saw the crowd he decided to do it another day.. we then took a cab(koky paid of coz) to get to koky's house coz he din bring his extra pants. he forgot we were spending the nite out. and he was working the next day. so yeah we went there and then finally met les and syd at JE and asked them to board the train

we got off at orchard first. i wanted to get to ps to pierce my ear but all wanted to eat. so we ended up at lido and ate. then all the hype about where to go and wad to do. wanted to woch a movie but none was available. then go pasir ris?? i was not for the idea coz really it was too far and nth much to do oso. so finally back to ECP. well... me and les made the final decisions coz the rest juz couldn't. hahahah. next job.. finding a place where u can get cheap liquor, vodka etc.... first stop... DFS.. hahah... duty free... but with a catch...u place ur order now...they will send to the airport on ur departure date...how great is that! hahahah..... "absolut Vodka" for $22 juz slipped through our hands...hahaha...we ended up getting a bottle for $55 at a local store...haha how wasteful...anywayz....then we made our way to the bus stop....and i tell u...finding the bus stop was like finding a neede in a haystack man....sounds cliche but very true...hahaha

THAT WAS NOT ALL.... after we got off the bus near ECP we had to wait fo yan!!!! he really tested my patience... for more than an hour we waited at the bus stop!! i couldn't stand it...and for some reason les and i were arguing.... hahaha..... ok.... nth much happened there cept fodr all of us fooling around and listening to songs.... yan came and our night was to begin..

i was hungry so first stop... MCDONALDS!!! hahaha....then we headed off to play a game of pool.. les din noe how to play and was toking abt his parking parking of all the balls.... yeah koky won all of the rounds hahah....lucky fag... well after that we went to find a nice spot to sit down and try out the "ABSOLUTE VODKA"... hmmm....hadn't tried it b4... after trying it... WILL NEVER TRY IT AGAIN... man...it sucked... the first shot was ok.. but when we mixed it with 7 up and orange... it really wasn't nice... so we ended up SHOTTING most of the time and soon the bottle was gone.... strange thing was that leslie... din really shot as much as we did but he got HIGHER than all of us... taking off his pants and showing his little STICK and crack.. he was really over... couldn't control himself.... well if u wanna noe more... u can go find out at LESLIE'S blog....coz its better to hear from his views haha... he really din noe wad he was doing...

around 3 we headed down to the playground opp. ECP and we juz layed there while les was doing break dancing or so he called it.... he was juz jumping to me... really doing nonsence and dancing on the slides... yeah... about an hour later we all decided to walk to esplanade...hahah crazy idea but wad the heck.... 5 in the morning...so quiet... no transport cept for the two little drumsticks that we had attached to our bodies... we walked and walked and walked until we reached a bus stop... we were heading nowhere and to me... i think we were lost... and were years away from the esplanade...hahaha.. so we hopped on the 196 bus at ard 5.55 and slept all the way to clementi.... and then home sweet home with the sweet comfort of our beds.... then the rest of the day was juz plain relaxing and all...nth much and i've juz spent almost 1/4 of my day writing this post....been toking to my grandma about stuff.....LOTS OF STUFF.... i dunno whether to feel pissed now or feel as if sumthing has been achieved...really...hmmmm.... we'll see

Monday Blues?

2004-11-16T09:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday was not supposed to be a bad day but it did turn out that way in the end. after relaxing and all my mum and i went to visit one of her fren for deepavali. i was down with a bit of the flu bt it was nth much.. so we juz went there.. i ate... my mum juz talked with them for a while... they hadn't met for some time. after that.. at around 4.30 we left for a movie...we had already bought the tix so we had to leave coz the movie was gonna starty at 5.30... at causeway point... the movie was "veer zaara"(damn nice movie...hindi movie...i really recommend all to woch man!!).. well.. i wouldn't tok much about the movie coz i might leak out certain things..hahah.. but all i wanna say is that of all the things...this movie got me thinking...

after the movie and while i was on my way home... i was basically thinking and analysing wad i've gone thru this year.. and i began questioning myself.... who am i?? wad am i doing? wad am i going to do? have i wasted my year? man... i hate when these things plague my mind... i have no answers to these qestions now man... i thought i did... but now i'm not sure.. am i me now or am i wad i want myself to be..? i dunno if u all get that...but yea... it proved to be a moment... to reflect about myself and now i will have to tackle this and solve it once and for all... then only will i have a clear mission and vision to see my destination in life clearer i guess.... yea.. enuff of that man.... gonna have breakfast now... ciao

Good ReST!!

2004-11-15T11:26:00.000+08:00

again i missed an entry on the 14th...hahahahah......got home at about 5 in the afternoon yesterday and slept all the way till today morning about 10....it was a tiring but fruitful day yesterday. got my 3rd exposure to filming again.....as an extra on a set... it was not ez though...i had a new lesson on "stoning"...although it was acting but we had to only have minimal movements.... hahaha...this was some FSV project for year three students and yeah...i sensed the pressure that they were up against..alot of rushing, admin and technical work they had to go through and get everything done on time...man..it wasn't ez... SAME GOES FOR THE ACTORS. for a probably 10 second scene...we worked our asses off for almost an hour... hahaha patience was a virtue here...there was no room for mistakes...hahaha...and yeah...it was also great working with fish(thats wad they called him by the way). he was the main actor...and he was very comfortable with all of us....we joked around..hahah...all in all it was really a fun day.

well...all ended and in the train back home...us THREE little dead souls completely slept through the journey... hahaha.. we were dead tired....i only slept for 10 mins the day b4...haaha and we had to basically get on the first train to reach chinatown for the shoot. so...the sleep in the train was really wad we needed

i got home and then i thought maybe i could catch a movie with my mum...coz the shoot finished early....but we had to go visit my grandma's fren first....so...went to the house...and by the time we left her house... no time for movie....and i was getting more and more tired...so went back home and OH FOR THE FIRST TIME that day the bed felt sooooooo good....it was like paradise...hahahah....i guess thats why i slept until today...hahah...well...i guess i'm off....probably gonna watch movie later...with my mum...but need to visit again....hahaha....

3 dudes??? hmmm...

2004-11-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

Firstly, yesterday was TCM day..(total club manager)....so no blog update..fast forward to today.

These days i've been realising my 2 dudes are getting real horny. the ONLY problem is...... they are getting horny over each other!!!! maN!!!! SOMETIMES i get freaked out...they like wanna have a threesome with me...man...i'm now crashing at leslie's place and imagine this... i'm updating my blog and they are trying out sex positions!!!! OH MAN!!! les even wants to get F***** in the assho*e.....aung juz asked me to bend down...man...my bros are really over it man...or maybe we are juz hanging out together too much and there are always beds around us... one day i'll get a perfect pic of three of us and put on my blog.. man....it would be real CENSORED!!! hahaha...anywayz... got a filming project tml real early in da morning with les and aung.. thats why we're over here at les' house..

no TCM today...haiz....i miss that but nvm...got these dudes to fool around with....OH NO!!! i'm becoming like them!!!! well...we'll see after tml...THE NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG!!!!!

Deepavali day!

2004-11-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

well...was too busy to update my blog yesterday...was playing TOTAL CLUB MANAGER at nite..hahah. all in all it was a fun filled day and i really appreciated those frens of mine who came to my house to celebrate deepavali with me...THANKS guys(aung, leslie, sydney)...it was kinda erotic though....leslie and aung were lying on my bed....cuddling up with each other and adopting wierd but sexually stimulating positions....how nice if they were gals....hahahah...too bad boys don attract me...and SYDNEY?...he was watching them!!!! hahaha....maybe he was aroused....u neva noe...it was like a GAY porn movie and sydney was the director!...or juz the audience trying to get horny. hahaha...well... we did alot of things.....checked out BLOG SKINS(sounds girly) looked at some really stupid videos on the internet about people eating viagara and then visting a fren...muahahaha...funny...check it out at www.collegehumour.com. then the usual...eating and all...i taught aung and sydney how to eat chappatis' yestertday...for some reason those two nutcases were looking at the food as though they had not seen them b4(well maybe they din)...and leslie...he was so crazed about those Afghan cookies that he practically ate the whole container along with it....he silently ate the chicken one by one and b4 u knew it...they were all gone...hahah...but the best part of the whoole day was those 3 guys...inside my room they were like SEX DRIVEN BARBARIANS but outside....little polite, shy and kind angels....hahah..come on guys....who u fooling??!?!?!?! anywayz...to top it all off, i maaged to get the TOTAL CLUB MANAGER game that sydney burned for me...and what a game man....i'm off now...gonna play TCM!!!

things i do b4 deepavali

2004-11-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hmm...the day started out fine. woke up to an empty house...maid went out with my grandma to get some stuff and i was home alone FINALLY!!...man..i really still can't adapt to having a maid in the house!...so darn unneccessary...well...as usual...i would come up with some excuse to get out of the house coz it got boring and the MAID came back. but i had to clean up my room b4 i coul leave...hmmm..so for the first time in my life...i cleaned my room even b4 my mum asked me too...and WALA!...i'm outta home...wnt to JP and met up with aung, sandy and syd...well..din do much...ate ice cream...got scolding from the KFC cleaner because we were throwing tissue paper and basically talked....we sparated then...i came home...heped mum with the cleaning of the house and moved the furniture...yeah....and all of a sudden...I'm now starting a BLOG?! well...aung and i first thought we would do this to mock it...but we'll see how it all goes...i guess...so...i'm off to exploring this completely new world of "BLOGOLOGY" and peace....DEEPAVALI'S TMR!!!!!